Monday, March 22, 2010
Hmmm, i must tell myself to be firm and determined. Never make the same mistakes as the past weekend and must keep to wat i had determined to do. Well, it is really the time to be firm in order to be gd to myself and not let it sink deeper and deeper till the stage i can nvr bring myself up. For those who can understand this entry, pls help me along as well.. thanks =) been feeling quite upset the few week and only I myself know it y and who can i confide to??? hmmm... i wonder
Ah Bee
[12:54 AM]
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Sunday, March 21, 2010
Recently, yandeng had posted some photos from our tjco times like tjco camp 2005 and tjco concert 2006 and it brought back memories and a smile to my face. However, i feel tt friendship needs 2 parties to put in effort and maintain it. Is this wat it meant by taking for granted? If there is only giving in from 1 side, soon the giving party will reach its limit and give up on this friendship. Besides tt, the effort to keep in contact is also very impt as by not doing so, one will drift apart form each other and soon it will be just a hi-bye relationship. Secondly, gd friends are not necessarily the best work partners as i would say tt tjco comm is the best eg of this sentence.
Second qns tt runs through my mind is tt why some friends will make use of the friendship even though the other party really treat her as a gd friend? This is the qns tt i really dun understand and i cannot find an ans to it.
Well, i guess somethings are inevitable in life but i am very grateful to have very gd friends who will stand by me and help me out in times of need.
Ah Bee
[2:04 AM]
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Thursday, March 18, 2010
I am really soooo dead!!! Tt is to get hooked on a drama at this time when i supposed to be full force studying. OMG! cannot believe it. I seriously need pple to pull me out to study and remind me to follow closely my study plan which is so far done for the past week =P okok.. short entry, time to go back to my drama
Ah Bee
[1:42 AM]
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Friday, March 12, 2010
Seriously, as my title suggests, even I could not believe this!!! it is 3.42 am on my lappy clock and i am still awake, doing notes for my econs, preparing for my end sem exam. This is so unbelievable as i have been missing my best buddy for the past week, sticking to my study plan, studying for quiz and I wan him back so badly!!!! =( Well, i be going to sleep soon. considering that i have lessons tml and a birthday celebration at night which dunno wat time it will end. TIRED ah!!! i had incurred really a big sleep debt and dunno when i can repay it =(
Ah Bee
[3:42 AM]
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Thursday, March 11, 2010
It is 1 am and i am in hall 4 study room ''studying''. I had finished wat i had set out to achieved for the past 3 days and i am awarding myself with some time off to blog here. Din have much sleep for past 2 days and i just cannot get to sleep. Seriously i dunno y but nvm shall award myself with a big big big rest/sleep on fri after joyce celebration. OMG! I haven tot of wat to buy for her as birthday present as i guess everyone is nt in the mood for that at this moment ba. hope this mini celebration can brigthen up things.
Secondly, I am feeling rather happy today because laoda's dad had found a bone marrow match from one of his uncles and seriously, i am keeping my fingers crossed, hoping the best for everything. =)
Ah Bee
[1:06 AM]
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Well, i had heard a lot of bad news since the start of 2010 or probably is only in feb and march. Firstly, it is laoda's dad then is william's dad, followed by my dad met a minor accident and dent the driver's door and my mum had leg pain for no reason. Then today i heard 2 bad news again, tt is chong tang's family met with a serious accident and joyce's grandma ended up in hospital like last night. I hope that all will recover well and be able to hear more good news instead of bad news.
Ah Bee
[12:16 AM]
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Sunday, March 7, 2010
Wah, dun be shocked to c me still blogging at this hr as i am currently at Changi Airport T3 Tcc doing my tutorials and studying but the tutorials are so hard!!!! Well, met yan yin, yew chong, hong ming to study but i guess it is too big a group for me to concentrate and the space is very confined. dun like!!! It is tiring to maintain the momentum and keeping oneself at this hr so tt y i am here to blog, giving myself a mini break. i guess my break lasted quite long le, like 5 to 10 mins. shall finish up the last bit and go for breakfast or go home =) yawnz yawnz yawnz
Ah Bee
[4:45 AM]
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
Wah, feeling super nua today man!!! woke up late, din study at all, slept my whole afternoon off!!! OMG!!!! super angry, shld have gone out to study sia, at least is soooooooooo much better than staying at home and nua =(
Ah Bee
[11:22 PM]
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Ah Bee
[11:06 PM]
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It was mistaken at first as haze but actually it is nt!! It is smoke from the forest fire opposite my house and it was thick till that i cannot even c the building/cars in front of me. Well, i din c much of the spread of the fire as 27 came very fast but i heard from my brother that it spread quite a huge area.
After tt, i met bixia and yan yin at clarke quay for dinner and a chilling/drinking session as apparently, both of them are stressed over a lot of stuff. However, our ms yan yin was like very late due to hall stuff and left me and bixia for dinner at some jap resturant. The food was not bad although it was a bit ex and salty. I guess we left the jap place ard 9 and we went walking ard clarke quay and boat quay be4 decided to go timbre. It was a nice chilling session with 2 gd hall friends, drinking and having fun taking photos,enjoying the riverside atmosphere and the live music(yy and bixia dun like it though). Well, we din drink much, only drank a bottle of red wine but our ms bixia was red and i guess drunk?? hmmm... all in all, it is cool!!!
Yawns, feeling tired le.. shall upload those photos tml after i did photoshop on them =)
Ah Bee
[1:21 AM]
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Wow! i totally dun believe this man!! I studied the whole day today like literally from 9 till like 5 and now i am at changi airport, trying my best nt to fall asleep =S. Well, i guess i have a lot of catching up to do since i haven been really studying for the first 3 months which had passed so fast. Now, i am taking blogging to take a break from the studying/co so i can conquer stats later!! OMG!! it is like so hard la. 1 am alone at coffee club, blogging is actually quite fun and enjoyable, ignoring the fact tt i was actually being thrown here alone.
Ah Bee
[12:57 AM]
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Monday, March 1, 2010
i had finally told her that i like her and the end result is obvious. The feeling is not as wat i had expected before i told her and actually i sort of regretted it. Though i noe there is totally no chance, y shld i even try? Knowing myself, i will definitely avoid her, giving her the space, letting her like the guy tt she likes and this will make me even worse. In a sense, i lost a gd friend that i can talk to in hall and the joy of being ard her, helping her out, studying together towards a common goal. All the laughters/talking will be gone. I shall be a watcher at the side, hoping the best for her and hope i can forget her asap.
Ah Bee
[1:18 PM]
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