Sunday, August 24, 2008
I attempted the AHM 21 km run again this yr!!! But wells, the result/timing of this yr( as compared to last yr) is super super CUI!! this yr 3.30h and last yr is 2.40h( huge difference!!! =X) I felt so disappointed when i knew i din meet the timing and get my off but nvm la, i think i slack too long and nvr condition myself properly this yr. Anyway, i had serious feet pain and muscle cramps when i ran past 12km mark then i know this yr gone case liao!! Besides, this yr route is nt nice to run one cos got a road is those muddy road like i going on a road march( tt area is under construction). Today then i noe tt they built a marina barrage at the ex marina bay area cos i ran across teh barrage( seriously anyone noe wat izzit for?? i quite puzzled wor.) Other than tt, nth much abt the run except tt i slept 3 hrs be4 the run, muscle cramps and got myself all muddy due to the rain last nite!!( stupid rain!! stop during the run period!!)
Btw, to side track a bit, yest qing gong yan was fun!! Quite a no of pple turned up and all enjoyed themselves i guess?? then all like have unused energy, still wan to continue even the time is ard 6 plus!!(unlike the normal prac). They played until all the lao rens have no more energy liao la... then we decided tt we actually all lao le =(
*thanx to the stranger who shared umbrella when walking from the bus stop to kallang mrt station(heavy rain yest) =)
Ah Bee
[10:51 PM]
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
Finally, the pa concert is over!! well, i wun say it is a fantastic concert but it is a complete and innovative concert ba. Actually, I do not have much emotions/thoughts/feelings after the concert and i guess the only thing tt i really felt is tt a burden had been put down and i felt so much relaxed. It is the first time i felt so stressed over percussion group and leading a group of new/young juniors onto stage. Perhaps i had never tried leading such a big group of juniors be4 tt caused me to be so kan chiong/stressed and expects too much out of them and thus keeps on losing temper at them. Sorry for tt. Anyway, they all did well during the concert, playing correctly and beautifully so a big applause for all them and thanx to peiqi, sean for helping me in leading them. =) Btw, i feel so nt pro among the percussionists like bk, sean, peiqi and richard so i am glad bk is the principal and nt me and i also miss the relax time i had during beautiful sunday.
Secondly, i think i owe 2 pple apology for this concert. one of them is joyce cos i always complain abt this and tt to her and expects her to make the things rite, helping me do thing tt i am supposed to do. I know i make life diffcult and stress on her so really very sorry. Another one is pinyan for always injuring myself, making her worried short of 1 percussionist/timpanist. so a big sorry!!!
Well, since the whole thing is over, now is time to prepare myself for more MAs to make myself well. It is also the time to start going out with friends tt i had neglected for quite some time =)
Ah Bee
[9:43 PM]
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
A very sudden tot/feeling just appeared in my mind when i came across a lot of blogs entries and comments of a person being arrowed/disliked by everyone and i guess the person most prob does nt noe tt actually his circle of friends does nt like him. It makes me wonder if i am/were ever the 'centre of attention' among my grp of friends and whether i am the outcasted one amogn the groups. For instance, I saw my close friends going out together when i was out with another grp of friends( the pt is tt they nvr ask me out at all), though i always bangseh them due to other commitments. Maybe it is coincidence but well, maybe is also cos of my character tt they refuse to ask me out?
Sometimes i do wonder/think of a few topics/tots when i encounter incidents so to like c if i am the one causing probs or disliked by others. 1st is tt am i always being forgotten to be asked out on an outing? 2nd is tt am i very/too noisy tt pple dislike me? 3rd, do other pple treat me like buddy or just a hi/bye friend when i do treat them a my close friends? Well, apparently the ans to these 3 qns is yes most of the time. Perhaps is my character/temper but i do hope u all drop me a hint or smth cos i do treasure all my friends(though i tend to talk cock a lot) and seriously hope i am not being talked behind my back.
Sorry for the emo entry but is just a tot when i came across a blog
Ah Bee
[10:31 PM]
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Lets me talk abt the long weekend tt had just ended. Firstly, i got a shock when i went to pa on fri cos i saw cheeyao!!! think i gotta tio toto liao!!! Anyway, we went he ji bao for supper after prac but the tim sum there isnt tt nice also, nth special. We sat a while be4 going home cos sat still have prac!! sian
SAt was a miracle cos huang sheng let us off at 6 plus when it is supposed to end at 9 plus but anyway, it came as a good news to us. Since it ended early, we decided to go E-hub to celebrate Laoda's birthday since town will be crowded due to national day celebration, As usual, we went to New york new york for dinner since it is the only decent place for dinner there and we seldom go nyny due to it being very ex. Anyway, we ordered the same food as last yr, seafood platter for 2, cheese fries and 2 drinks.(seriously saying, the crab still taste as good/fresh as last time). Well, we made a crazy decision of going to his hse for mahjong and go to pa straight for full dress rehearsal. In the end, 4 vampires ended up at pa prac-ing, feeling frustrated. =p
*shall blog the group photo we had taken when laoda send me =P
Ah Bee
[9:20 PM]
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Monday, August 4, 2008
My mum and I
My sister and me!!!
The rural
Family!!!!
Classic photo
3 strangers
My loving parents
M bro and I (look alike hor)
My family!!!!
Ah Bee
[12:07 AM]
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Sunday, August 3, 2008
Being a senior and in co for so long(near to 10 years), I guess it was my first time see-ing people cry in pa due to stress and the fact tt they play wrongly. Actually, i was really quite scared when i came to know tt they cried cos on one hand, i was scared tt they cried cos i am too fierce with them while on the other hand, i was afraid tt i do not know how to handle the situation. Actually, i am quite lentient with them by expecting them to play correctly and not asking for tai feng etc le so i was quite at a loss but nobody noes cos leader dun care and the close friends are too busy to notice it. Well, I managed to talk to the girl and seriously, i dunno how much does the talk helps but i leave it to nature ba =).
Pa has been draining alot of energy and time from all of us especially joyce and pinyan due to many of the practices as well as the songs are out only recently. As for me personally, the moving of instruments, taking care of the juniors as well as being the ''target'' whenever huang sheng needs to tell perc smth are draining out a lot of energy and patience from me and yet, there is one person likes to irritate and pissed me off during/be4/after practices. I really dunno wat to do with him as he is super insensitive/arrogant/full of himself and disrespectful to seniors including huang sheng. None of the things including scolding, criticism dun work for him so anyone can give me advice on how to teach him well??? Well, i think the only consolation fro the bunch of juniors is tt they still listen to me and do wat i say to them.
Well, i guess there is nth happy thing to talk abt except tt i am going turkey for 10 days from 29/11 to 8/12 =). tt all for now!!! bye!
Ah Bee
[11:49 PM]
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