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Friday, April 22, 2011
It has been long since i have the feeling to blog. i dunno wat to write, wat i am feeling. Hope i will walk through it =)
Ah Bee
[11:46 PM]
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Friday, March 4, 2011
Everything just boils down to nothing and nothing is worth it anymore
Ah Bee
[12:36 AM]
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Saturday, February 19, 2011
The start of this year is really crazy!! fully packed with stuff, anything but studies. First is the esplanade performance, followed up by chingay and istana performance and lastly is the ntuco concert. I am really tired from everything and decided to not bother. Perhaps nature and fate had smth in store for us nicely =)
I had decided to face it positively and try to have my priorities right. This 2 months is really hectic, with most of time spent practising than anything else. But gladly, tml is the last performance and everything will come to a peaceful end =)
Ah Bee
[10:52 PM]
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Friday, December 3, 2010
totally cannot do a single qns on circuit analysis!!! argh!!! y like tt!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! super super super angry and disappointed with myself now.. hai....
Ah Bee
[9:34 PM]
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Monday, November 8, 2010
Dunno wats there to blog abt or why i feel the urge to blog. Perhaps it is due to my complicated brain and feelings tt made me wan to say it out in a place where no friends of mine will read this small world of mine. Recently i realised tt my priorities were totally wrong like i had nt been studying and exams are like in 5 weeks time and i actually accidentally pangseh laoda and shaun. I felt so bad and guilty abt it but i dunno how to tell them tt i really dun mean it to happen. To me, payco and JT friends are friends tt i treasure alot and can have serious and honest heart to heart talk. My tight schedule is making me missing out alot of time with my family and friends but now is nt the time to catch up with them. I guess everything including things tt i dun dare to say it out has to wait till exams over as i am gg to channel all my energy into studying for the final exam. I shall block myself off all the emotional barrier!!!
Ah Bee
[1:44 AM]
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Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Hmmm, it is time for me to stop eating supper and stuff like tt... my stomach is growing bigger!!! argh!!! time to diet!!
Ah Bee
[1:10 AM]
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Saturday, October 2, 2010
Seriously, i dunno wat i am feeling and in fact i am all confused, puzzled, upset and many other feelings. This is the only place which i can write out everything i feel since this blog is rather private and not alot of pple know abt it. Yesterday, cray asked me a qns which really shocked me greatly and let me think and think and think and then i realised tt wat he said is quite true. I really feel tt i am a coward and a loser in EVERY aspects of my life and i just dun wan and dun dare to face up to the fact tt i am just a freaking loser. Why am i feeling this way? i really dunno and seriously, nothing really matters now. Everything will be inside my heart and locked deep inside a treasure box with some other secrets which i believed nobody ever has the chance to find the key to open it.
Ah Bee
[12:57 AM]
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